10 hours

friday...
7.30 am...
10 hours....
600 mins...
36000 secs..

yes yes yes...........
TODAY....
im gonna have myself....
a real good time.....
i feel alive....
and the world..
is turning inside out yeah...
im floating around in ecstasy..
so dont stop me now....
dont stop me...
cause im having a good time...having a good time!!!
like a tiger defying the laws of gravity...
im a racing car passing by... like Lady Godiva
im gonna go go go
theres no stopping me
im burning through the skies ...yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic man out of you
dont stop me now
im having such a good time
i'm having a ball
don't stop me now
if you wanna have a good time just give me a call
dont stop me now - cause i'm having a good time
dont stop me now - yes - im having a good time
i don't want to stop at all
im a rocket ship on my way to mars
on a collision course
i am a satellite - im out of control
i am a sex machine ready to reload
like an atom bomb about to
oh oh oh oh oh explode
im burning through the skies - yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic woman of you!!
dont stop me
dont stop me
dont stop me
hey hey hey!
dont stop me
dont stop me
ooh ooh ooh - i like it
dont stop me
dont stop me
have a good time
good time
don't stop me
don't stop me
ooh ooh- alright
im burning through the skies - yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic woman of you!!!
dont stop me now
im having such a good time
im having a ball
don't stop me now
if you wanna have a good time
just give me a call
dont stop me now - cause im having a good time
dont stop me now - yes - im having a good time
i dontt wanna stop at all
la la la la laaaa
la la la la
la la laa laa laa laaa
la la laa la la la la la laaa hey!!

21 hours and 30 mins

its thursday...
21 hours and 30 mins
1890 mins
113400 secs ....to go... until LOVE comes to town...

* ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥

the sun will come out
TOMORROW
bet your bottom dollar
that TOMORROW
there will be sun!

just thinking about
TOMORROW
clears away the cobwebs,
and the sorrow
til there's none!

when im stuck a day
thats gray,
and lonely,
i just stick out my chin
and grin,
and say,
ooooooooooh!

the sun will come out
TOMORROW
so ya gotta hang on
til TOMORROW
come what may
TOMORROW!
TOMORROW!
I LOVE YA!
TOMORROW!
you are always
a day
a way!

55 hours

it's wednesday...
10.30 am

i gotta wait
55 hours
3300 mins
198000 secs

until my life is complete again....

♥

81 hours

may 29th...
tuesday...
8.30 am..
81 hours to go..
4860 mins.....
291600 secs...

....until i will hug and kiss my sweet girlfriend!!!

oh i cant wait until she comes over.....
she is the love of my life......

♥

the ring.....

finally i found a photo

of

OUR ring!

efva attling
amor vincit omnia
(love conquers all)

♥

9 days ♥ ♥ ♥

may 21st

its cloudy, gray and muggy outside....
it was already 15 degrees as i left home....
they say that it is supposed to be 30 degrees today...

my fav t-shirt brand called me on saturday...and told me that my ordered shirt is done :)
i am soooo damn happy about that!!!
they had the last press in december 06.....and already destroyed the design....
but for some reason...they made it....and produced one more shirt for me...or well...for my gf :)
yay!

10 days left until my gf comes over :)
ohohoooo...and i planned sooooooo many nice things i will do with her!!
i just cant tell....cause she already googled the ticket-prices for the american football game....

everyone loves xmas-calenders....right????
i thought of writing her a letter every single day......
so every day would be a surprise :P

yesterday night she played guitar for me ...and i was quite amazed, how good she already is....
if she keeps on playing every day - she will be a very good guitarist within a short time!
i totally believe in her......

10 days to go......10 days!!!!!!

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i feel horrible.....
i still have circulation problems :/
everything is twisting and turning and i feel sick....

hmm..and my co-worker(boss) is freaking all the time.....

i just hope that the day will pass fast :/

---

ooooooooooh...this morning at 7.30am i sent my ex two emails..one in english...one in swedish...
cause i read in the newspapers that "cutty sark" is/was on fire...

cutty sark is a 138 year old tea clipper which is docked in greenwich/london...
only 1 min from my ex's student halls, where she lived around a year ago....

at 12.14 pm i got a text message from my ex saying "cutty sark - the ship was on fire this morning"...

ACH NEE!!!!!!!

hahahaaaaa....

well...soon she will read my emails and will find out that i informed her right after it happened :P

song no. 3

after i have brainstormed my thoughts for a couple of months....
i finally finished the lyrics to my band's third song...

i am sooo damn proud of it...cause this time i really had problems...
i have never written such a difficult lyrics before...

but i made it!
and i am looking forward to write song no. 4 ...

♥

look-a-like

well...ive been told i look like:

• pink
• a lion
• lara croft
  
• leah randi
• leisha hailey
• taylor hanson
• kelly osbourne
  
• michelle williams
• leonardo dicaprio
• katherine moennig
• jonathan taylor thomas
• crown-princess victoria of sweden

hmmm....any other ideas?? hahahaaaa......

johnny cupcakes (tm)

what i want and need...

a shirt of johnny cupcakes (tm).....

♥

sverige.......jag kommer!!!

jahaaa.....in july i will fly to sweden :)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand guess whaaat???
i might be able to see "the ark" live on stage.....

oh god help me - i love them.....they are sooooo damn cool :P

well..i still have some time to learn their lyrics ..hihihiii..

their performance at the esc was really awesome....

they kicked butts......

whatta shit that the east-europe-mafia was involved and messed up the entire contest with their weird point-system!!!!!!!

i cant wait to get back home...and listen to "the worrying kind"..

i am sooooo addicted to their music :P

as i clocked in the status said "13 hours plus"...

i am soooo damn proud......BUT today i will leave earlier....cause on wednesday and friday i gotta sit until 5.30pm again....

♥

disunion....

........is a song i wrote around 2 years ago.....

i think i wanna ask my band to play it with me.....
i am sure they will be able to make a "cool" song out of it.......

+++

currently i am quite confused....hurt and depressed.....
i dont know what to do....
i just wanna run away...and hide......
im all embarrassed for what im feeling right now....
but i cant stop it....... >> it makes me insane!

tiredness vs. coffee

its only 11 degrees today....
and the sun is shining through the window in my face.....
it is a cloudy gray day...and it looks like the sky would cry within a second!

im just about to finish my second coffee...
but this morning - the coffee doesnt kick in that well....
im all cold, overtired (you should have seen my hair this morning), unmotivated and nervous....

at least my working-time-account made me all happy as i clocked in this morning....
8 hrs and 13 mins plus :)

23 days left until my smurf comes over..........i hope they will pass fast.......

currently im trying to write the lyrics for a new song....
but maybe i should give it up.........cause the melody doesnt work.....

hmm...im waiting for my smurf to wake up :P
i am soooooo jealous of her..cause she can sleep until 9 or 10...
ja jaaa..its not so nice when the alarm wents off at 4.57 am :/

oooooooooooh...........summer vacation starts in exactly 2 months :P :P

and i soooooo have to get a ticks-immunization........i just read about it in the newspaper again...
i hate shots and needles *hides

RAIN

good morning...

whatta wonderful rainy day......
you may wonder, why i like rain on an early monday morning....
but here are the reasons:

• it hasnt rained in 32 days.....
• the air is smelling very very nice....
• a hot coffee kicks in even better....
• i feel all romantic...

this morning my smurf called me at work...gosh....i love her so much...
especially when i hear her cute voice sooo early.....being still tired and all cuddly!

only 24 days left...until i will be able to hold her in my arms again!!!

I CANT WAIT!!!

hmm..but now i should stop dreaming..and get back to work!
two departments are screaming for help!
gosh..its only 8.05 am, i arrived 7.05, im having my fourth coffee ......and there is soooo much to do!


spread love!

piles.....

...of work are lying on my desk...
around 10 different projects....and they are all mine!
most of them are quite interesting...it starts with creating a leaflet for a product and ends with designing a new box/package....
my fav project is "give our baby a name" :)
i got a nameless product - and now i gotta find a perfect name for it!

today i had a long chat with my old department....and afterwards i felt a lot better... :)

tomorrow is my last chance to talk to my co-worker, who will move to sweden to work there...
i wanna ask her - if there is a chance to follow in a few years...

that would be very amazing...wouldnt it?

now i gotta continue working!

oh lá lá....

i think i need a new cup of coffee....

this morning is not treating me very well.....
i am tired, unmotivated and nervous...

now......at 8.55 am - almost 2 hours after i arrived - the first co-workers of mine arrive in the office....
i must be sick..starting soooooo early....but well...i need the "plus"-hours and i wanna go home earlier than 6 pm...

hm...today i will get back home around 10.30 pm...cause i will have my band re-hearsal right after work..

at 11 am i will have a course...thats why i am so nervous..cause i gotta exlain my teacher why i failed :(
i mean..he already knows that i got bad grades..and he offered to help me....but still - im embarrassed like shit!!!


***

monday evening was pretty funny...
a. and me met for a starbucks on town..... and took some paparazzi-like photo in front of chanel :)
i started joking - how funny it was - if the alarm of chanel would go off, because of us posing etc....
a minute later the alarm of some other expensive store right next to chanel went off..hahahaa...
we were quite shocked and thought that we looked very suspicious..cause of our sunglasses....and because of the reason that we were the only people standing next to that store!
slowly we went away until we saw a lot of police arriving...
then we turned around...walked back..and told the police-officer what we saw......

afterwards we went for a walk...took some more photos...went home.....and watched "walk the line" until 2.15 am...

then we slept until half past 1 pm ..got up and baked cadbury heavenly puds (soft chocolate muffins with liquidish chocolate inside.........) i served them with stracciatella ice-cream and a butterfly chocolate chip :)