1st month anniversary!

today's OUR first month anniversary!!

but still - it feels like ive been together with tess for more than a month.....
yesterday i received her anniversary card....
she sent me the cutest post-card ever!!!!

and herre gu........her hand-writing is the most beautiful hand-writing i have ever seen!!!

and she even printed the cutest smurf ever - on the back of the envelope - instead of writing her name and address!!!

I YOU!!

i got a fist in my face!

oooh...im at work right now...
and just received an email from a co-worker...
who told me to stop backbiting her department....

HELLO?

i never did that!!!!!!

the only thing i told my co-workers was that i didnt learn a lot in their department - as they asked me what i learned.....
and since that department told everyone that i fell asleep (which happened, because of a breakdown meant by stress etc) i had to explain the situation to other co-workers and departments....

i just got another email...i will NOT open now.......cause im so frigging scared!

im shivering like f-u-c-k......
feeling sick!!
having a disturbed glace in my red eyes....
and my face is all pale!!!


HELP?

girly - but rocky!

my new shoes by buffalo :P

i proudly present my band....

g.

m.

s.

me

i just love it!

highs & lows of march 13th

highs:

• i finished 3 verses (á 16 lines = 48 lines) of my band's new song...
  
• free coffee...
• nice talk with one of my fav co-workers
  

lows:

• confused (feeling strange) about yesterday's fight..
  

i have to admit....

...that i really like cissi ramsby!!
she was a nominee at the swedish "idol"...
unfortunately she got kicked off ..

school sucks!

ive been back to school for 3 days now...and i can already announce that i STILL hate school...

everyone is ignoring me...
and if they realize that i am a classmate - they joke about me!

i just hate it!!!!!!!!

for example:
last friday we had to introduce ourselves...cause we got a new teacher...
we had to add our hobby...
so i told my new teacher that im a singer of a metal band....

after a few hours - i wanted to answer a question that my teacher asked me...
i answered in a normal voice....but since i have stupid dorks in my class, who scream and talk all the time - they didnt get my answer....
as they asked me to repeat it - since my voice had been to low - they added "well..you are a singer of a metal band, arent you?"

the entire class cracked up......

I HATE THEM!!!!

i really thought that guys between 21 and 26 have at least a tiny bit of brain.....
BUT...................................."NO"....


tomorrow i will have my english-certificate-exam.....and guess what?!?
i wont have a partner!!! cause i am the only one who will do the "vantage" exam....
another reason why my class joked about me again!!

god...save me!!!