johnny cupcakes (tm)

what i want and need...

a shirt of johnny cupcakes (tm).....

♥

sverige.......jag kommer!!!

jahaaa.....in july i will fly to sweden :)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand guess whaaat???
i might be able to see "the ark" live on stage.....

oh god help me - i love them.....they are sooooo damn cool :P

well..i still have some time to learn their lyrics ..hihihiii..

their performance at the esc was really awesome....

they kicked butts......

whatta shit that the east-europe-mafia was involved and messed up the entire contest with their weird point-system!!!!!!!

i cant wait to get back home...and listen to "the worrying kind"..

i am sooooo addicted to their music :P

as i clocked in the status said "13 hours plus"...

i am soooo damn proud......BUT today i will leave earlier....cause on wednesday and friday i gotta sit until 5.30pm again....

♥

disunion....

........is a song i wrote around 2 years ago.....

i think i wanna ask my band to play it with me.....
i am sure they will be able to make a "cool" song out of it.......

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currently i am quite confused....hurt and depressed.....
i dont know what to do....
i just wanna run away...and hide......
im all embarrassed for what im feeling right now....
but i cant stop it....... >> it makes me insane!

tiredness vs. coffee

its only 11 degrees today....
and the sun is shining through the window in my face.....
it is a cloudy gray day...and it looks like the sky would cry within a second!

im just about to finish my second coffee...
but this morning - the coffee doesnt kick in that well....
im all cold, overtired (you should have seen my hair this morning), unmotivated and nervous....

at least my working-time-account made me all happy as i clocked in this morning....
8 hrs and 13 mins plus :)

23 days left until my smurf comes over..........i hope they will pass fast.......

currently im trying to write the lyrics for a new song....
but maybe i should give it up.........cause the melody doesnt work.....

hmm...im waiting for my smurf to wake up :P
i am soooooo jealous of her..cause she can sleep until 9 or 10...
ja jaaa..its not so nice when the alarm wents off at 4.57 am :/

oooooooooooh...........summer vacation starts in exactly 2 months :P :P

and i soooooo have to get a ticks-immunization........i just read about it in the newspaper again...
i hate shots and needles *hides

RAIN

good morning...

whatta wonderful rainy day......
you may wonder, why i like rain on an early monday morning....
but here are the reasons:

• it hasnt rained in 32 days.....
• the air is smelling very very nice....
• a hot coffee kicks in even better....
• i feel all romantic...

this morning my smurf called me at work...gosh....i love her so much...
especially when i hear her cute voice sooo early.....being still tired and all cuddly!

only 24 days left...until i will be able to hold her in my arms again!!!

I CANT WAIT!!!

hmm..but now i should stop dreaming..and get back to work!
two departments are screaming for help!
gosh..its only 8.05 am, i arrived 7.05, im having my fourth coffee ......and there is soooo much to do!


spread love!

piles.....

...of work are lying on my desk...
around 10 different projects....and they are all mine!
most of them are quite interesting...it starts with creating a leaflet for a product and ends with designing a new box/package....
my fav project is "give our baby a name" :)
i got a nameless product - and now i gotta find a perfect name for it!

today i had a long chat with my old department....and afterwards i felt a lot better... :)

tomorrow is my last chance to talk to my co-worker, who will move to sweden to work there...
i wanna ask her - if there is a chance to follow in a few years...

that would be very amazing...wouldnt it?

now i gotta continue working!

oh lá lá....

i think i need a new cup of coffee....

this morning is not treating me very well.....
i am tired, unmotivated and nervous...

now......at 8.55 am - almost 2 hours after i arrived - the first co-workers of mine arrive in the office....
i must be sick..starting soooooo early....but well...i need the "plus"-hours and i wanna go home earlier than 6 pm...

hm...today i will get back home around 10.30 pm...cause i will have my band re-hearsal right after work..

at 11 am i will have a course...thats why i am so nervous..cause i gotta exlain my teacher why i failed :(
i mean..he already knows that i got bad grades..and he offered to help me....but still - im embarrassed like shit!!!


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monday evening was pretty funny...
a. and me met for a starbucks on town..... and took some paparazzi-like photo in front of chanel :)
i started joking - how funny it was - if the alarm of chanel would go off, because of us posing etc....
a minute later the alarm of some other expensive store right next to chanel went off..hahahaa...
we were quite shocked and thought that we looked very suspicious..cause of our sunglasses....and because of the reason that we were the only people standing next to that store!
slowly we went away until we saw a lot of police arriving...
then we turned around...walked back..and told the police-officer what we saw......

afterwards we went for a walk...took some more photos...went home.....and watched "walk the line" until 2.15 am...

then we slept until half past 1 pm ..got up and baked cadbury heavenly puds (soft chocolate muffins with liquidish chocolate inside.........) i served them with stracciatella ice-cream and a butterfly chocolate chip :)