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ops....long time no posting...cause ive been busy!

news:

• my gf visited me in august...we celebrated my "swedish" birthday party...
• i flew to sweden in sep/oct....twas a great time!
• my gf just visited me a few days ago.....
• and i just recorded my first cd with my band....release date: mid january!

bad things never change:

• i hate my class and my class-teacher...

upcoming:

• new songs are written....
• our first gigs will be in february

mini-me

ja........that is my current mini-me!!!

the no asshole rule

i've been waiting a year or two to buy "the no asshole rule"....a book by robert sutton....and now i finally did :)
this book is a bless...and will hopefully help me...
tomorrow i gotta go to school again..that means that i will be surrounded by some stupid assholes...

today is a very nice summer day.......
the sun is shining....33 degrees....
god...i wish the entire summer would have been like that :/

on sunday morning...at 2 am i booked my flight-tickets to sweden.....
dec. 25th - jan. 5th.....
12 days....
i am looking forward to a very lovefilled time :)

by Laotse

♥

DISTANCE IS FOR LOVE WHAT WIND IS FOR THE FIRE.

IF IT IS STRONG IT WILL GET STRONGER,

IF IT IS WEAK, IT IS BLOWN OUT.

♥

by laotse or lao tse or laozi (= the old master)
chinese philosopher and important figure in taoism
4th - 3rd century bc

blog silence!

oh...its been quite some time ago that i posted a blog...
i had been very busy....
currently i am still working for the marketing department and that means that i work around 45 hours a from monday-friday.....on weekends i am most likely dead or try to meet my friends...

from the 8th - 19 th july i visited my sweet gf in sweden :)
we had an amazing time and i already miss her like crazy!!!
i cant wait to see her again.......19 days left :)

and i already booked my tickets for september/october....so i will be in sweden from september 28th - october 6th....
and since i got invited by my gf's family to join the xmas days with them...i might fly on december 26th and might stay until the 4th, 5th or 6th of january :)

short info to my sweden-trip:

• we laughed a lot
• her eldest sister and her bf came over
• we had bbq
• we went shopping....or well me :P
• we had ice-cream, hamburgers and coffee
• we took walks
• we were lazy
• we tickeled each other a looooooot
• we went to oskarshamn to see my fav band live on stage (first row) - "THE ARK"!!!!
  nanne grönvall and veronica mashroom (maggio??) :P were there as well..and of course...loads of "fjortis" - crazy looking fourteen year old girls, who cried and screamed and jumped...
• we ordered our "amor vincit omnia" rings and picked them up one day before i left
• we celebrated our 5 months anniversary
• we went to restaurants..
• we met her best friend and his gf
• we went swimming with her little sister
• we had some nice time på brygga :)
• we watched a lot of stupid movies....
• we cooked and baked together..

...and...and....and...

I LOVE HER SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

a poem i will always remember!

The Owl & the Pussy-Cat
by Edward Lear

The Owl and the Pussy-Cat went to sea
In a beautiful pea-green boat.
They took some honey and plenty of money
Wrapped up in a five-pound note.
The Owl looked up to the stars above,
And sang to a small guitar,
'O lovely Pussy! O Pussy, my love,
What a beautiful Pussy you are,
You are,
You are!
What a beautiful Pussy you are!'

Pussy said to Owl, 'You elegant fowl!
How charmingly sweet you sing!
O let us be married! too long we have tarried:
But what shall we do for a ring?
'They sailed away, for a year and a day,
To the land where the Bong-Tree grows
And there in a wood a Piggy-wig stood,
With a ring at the end of his nose,
His nose,
His nose!
With a ring at the end of his nose.

'Dear Pig, are you willing to selling for one shilling
Your ring?' Said the Piggy, 'I will.'
So they took it away, and were married next day
By the Turkey who lives on the hill.
They dined on mince and slices of quince,
Which they ate with a runcible spoon;
And hand in hand, on the edge of the sand
They danced by the light of the moon,
The moon,
The moon,
They danced by the light of the moon.

10 hours

friday...
7.30 am...
10 hours....
600 mins...
36000 secs..

yes yes yes...........
TODAY....
im gonna have myself....
a real good time.....
i feel alive....
and the world..
is turning inside out yeah...
im floating around in ecstasy..
so dont stop me now....
dont stop me...
cause im having a good time...having a good time!!!
like a tiger defying the laws of gravity...
im a racing car passing by... like Lady Godiva
im gonna go go go
theres no stopping me
im burning through the skies ...yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic man out of you
dont stop me now
im having such a good time
i'm having a ball
don't stop me now
if you wanna have a good time just give me a call
dont stop me now - cause i'm having a good time
dont stop me now - yes - im having a good time
i don't want to stop at all
im a rocket ship on my way to mars
on a collision course
i am a satellite - im out of control
i am a sex machine ready to reload
like an atom bomb about to
oh oh oh oh oh explode
im burning through the skies - yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic woman of you!!
dont stop me
dont stop me
dont stop me
hey hey hey!
dont stop me
dont stop me
ooh ooh ooh - i like it
dont stop me
dont stop me
have a good time
good time
don't stop me
don't stop me
ooh ooh- alright
im burning through the skies - yeah!
two hundred degrees
that's why they call me mister fahrenheit
im trav'ling at the speed of light
i wanna make a supersonic woman of you!!!
dont stop me now
im having such a good time
im having a ball
don't stop me now
if you wanna have a good time
just give me a call
dont stop me now - cause im having a good time
dont stop me now - yes - im having a good time
i dontt wanna stop at all
la la la la laaaa
la la la la
la la laa laa laa laaa
la la laa la la la la la laaa hey!!

21 hours and 30 mins

its thursday...
21 hours and 30 mins
1890 mins
113400 secs ....to go... until LOVE comes to town...

* ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥ * ♥

the sun will come out
TOMORROW
bet your bottom dollar
that TOMORROW
there will be sun!

just thinking about
TOMORROW
clears away the cobwebs,
and the sorrow
til there's none!

when im stuck a day
thats gray,
and lonely,
i just stick out my chin
and grin,
and say,
ooooooooooh!

the sun will come out
TOMORROW
so ya gotta hang on
til TOMORROW
come what may
TOMORROW!
TOMORROW!
I LOVE YA!
TOMORROW!
you are always
a day
a way!

55 hours

it's wednesday...
10.30 am

i gotta wait
55 hours
3300 mins
198000 secs

until my life is complete again....

♥

81 hours

may 29th...
tuesday...
8.30 am..
81 hours to go..
4860 mins.....
291600 secs...

....until i will hug and kiss my sweet girlfriend!!!

oh i cant wait until she comes over.....
she is the love of my life......

♥

the ring.....

finally i found a photo

of

OUR ring!

efva attling
amor vincit omnia
(love conquers all)

♥

9 days ♥ ♥ ♥

may 21st

its cloudy, gray and muggy outside....
it was already 15 degrees as i left home....
they say that it is supposed to be 30 degrees today...

my fav t-shirt brand called me on saturday...and told me that my ordered shirt is done :)
i am soooo damn happy about that!!!
they had the last press in december 06.....and already destroyed the design....
but for some reason...they made it....and produced one more shirt for me...or well...for my gf :)
yay!

10 days left until my gf comes over :)
ohohoooo...and i planned sooooooo many nice things i will do with her!!
i just cant tell....cause she already googled the ticket-prices for the american football game....

everyone loves xmas-calenders....right????
i thought of writing her a letter every single day......
so every day would be a surprise :P

yesterday night she played guitar for me ...and i was quite amazed, how good she already is....
if she keeps on playing every day - she will be a very good guitarist within a short time!
i totally believe in her......

10 days to go......10 days!!!!!!

---

i feel horrible.....
i still have circulation problems :/
everything is twisting and turning and i feel sick....

hmm..and my co-worker(boss) is freaking all the time.....

i just hope that the day will pass fast :/

---

ooooooooooh...this morning at 7.30am i sent my ex two emails..one in english...one in swedish...
cause i read in the newspapers that "cutty sark" is/was on fire...

cutty sark is a 138 year old tea clipper which is docked in greenwich/london...
only 1 min from my ex's student halls, where she lived around a year ago....

at 12.14 pm i got a text message from my ex saying "cutty sark - the ship was on fire this morning"...

ACH NEE!!!!!!!

hahahaaaaa....

well...soon she will read my emails and will find out that i informed her right after it happened :P

song no. 3

after i have brainstormed my thoughts for a couple of months....
i finally finished the lyrics to my band's third song...

i am sooo damn proud of it...cause this time i really had problems...
i have never written such a difficult lyrics before...

but i made it!
and i am looking forward to write song no. 4 ...

♥

look-a-like

well...ive been told i look like:

• pink
• a lion
• lara croft
  
• leah randi
• leisha hailey
• taylor hanson
• kelly osbourne
  
• michelle williams
• leonardo dicaprio
• katherine moennig
• jonathan taylor thomas
• crown-princess victoria of sweden

hmmm....any other ideas?? hahahaaaa......

johnny cupcakes (tm)

what i want and need...

a shirt of johnny cupcakes (tm).....

♥

sverige.......jag kommer!!!

jahaaa.....in july i will fly to sweden :)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand guess whaaat???
i might be able to see "the ark" live on stage.....

oh god help me - i love them.....they are sooooo damn cool :P

well..i still have some time to learn their lyrics ..hihihiii..

their performance at the esc was really awesome....

they kicked butts......

whatta shit that the east-europe-mafia was involved and messed up the entire contest with their weird point-system!!!!!!!

i cant wait to get back home...and listen to "the worrying kind"..

i am sooooo addicted to their music :P

as i clocked in the status said "13 hours plus"...

i am soooo damn proud......BUT today i will leave earlier....cause on wednesday and friday i gotta sit until 5.30pm again....

♥

disunion....

........is a song i wrote around 2 years ago.....

i think i wanna ask my band to play it with me.....
i am sure they will be able to make a "cool" song out of it.......

+++

currently i am quite confused....hurt and depressed.....
i dont know what to do....
i just wanna run away...and hide......
im all embarrassed for what im feeling right now....
but i cant stop it....... >> it makes me insane!

tiredness vs. coffee

its only 11 degrees today....
and the sun is shining through the window in my face.....
it is a cloudy gray day...and it looks like the sky would cry within a second!

im just about to finish my second coffee...
but this morning - the coffee doesnt kick in that well....
im all cold, overtired (you should have seen my hair this morning), unmotivated and nervous....

at least my working-time-account made me all happy as i clocked in this morning....
8 hrs and 13 mins plus :)

23 days left until my smurf comes over..........i hope they will pass fast.......

currently im trying to write the lyrics for a new song....
but maybe i should give it up.........cause the melody doesnt work.....

hmm...im waiting for my smurf to wake up :P
i am soooooo jealous of her..cause she can sleep until 9 or 10...
ja jaaa..its not so nice when the alarm wents off at 4.57 am :/

oooooooooooh...........summer vacation starts in exactly 2 months :P :P

and i soooooo have to get a ticks-immunization........i just read about it in the newspaper again...
i hate shots and needles *hides

RAIN

good morning...

whatta wonderful rainy day......
you may wonder, why i like rain on an early monday morning....
but here are the reasons:

• it hasnt rained in 32 days.....
• the air is smelling very very nice....
• a hot coffee kicks in even better....
• i feel all romantic...

this morning my smurf called me at work...gosh....i love her so much...
especially when i hear her cute voice sooo early.....being still tired and all cuddly!

only 24 days left...until i will be able to hold her in my arms again!!!

I CANT WAIT!!!

hmm..but now i should stop dreaming..and get back to work!
two departments are screaming for help!
gosh..its only 8.05 am, i arrived 7.05, im having my fourth coffee ......and there is soooo much to do!


spread love!

piles.....

...of work are lying on my desk...
around 10 different projects....and they are all mine!
most of them are quite interesting...it starts with creating a leaflet for a product and ends with designing a new box/package....
my fav project is "give our baby a name" :)
i got a nameless product - and now i gotta find a perfect name for it!

today i had a long chat with my old department....and afterwards i felt a lot better... :)

tomorrow is my last chance to talk to my co-worker, who will move to sweden to work there...
i wanna ask her - if there is a chance to follow in a few years...

that would be very amazing...wouldnt it?

now i gotta continue working!